Wednesday, August 23, 2006
sarap ng pers taym..
wow..it feels like the first time. parang sanggol na unang beses na makakakita ng liwanag. parang pusong ngayon lamang iibig.. Chika! and drama. hehe. wala lang.. ang tagal ko na palang hindi nagpopost sa blog kong ito.. my computer is in a coma. pero dahil may mga pumipilit saking magpost ulit dahil nakakasawa na daw ang nakasulat sa blog ko, eto na. kahit medyo mahal and fee sa inetrnet shop.. at parang first time ko ulit na magpopost dahil hindi ko alam ang gagawin. nalilito pa ako sa page na ito. pero ok lang. hehe. parang ngang nung una akong nagblog.
"When was the last time you did something for the first time" - i saw this written at one of the pages of my starbucks organizer (o? susyal!may starbucks organizer..actually, hiningi ko lang yun. ayoko kasi sa starbucks e, anti-poor. hindi pasok sa budget in other words..) well, that was a good thought to ponder on. and i told myself, "kelan nga ba?" so nagisip ako..hmm.. nagpakalbo ako bigla..nagaral akong tumugtong ng kulintang at agong..nagcol center ako..kinausap ko yung taong hindi ko kilala (actually, hindi to first time).. sumigaw ng malakas (hindi ko rin first time to ginawa) so in other owrds, wala akong nasagot sa sarili kong tanong. And i realized how unadventurous and how boring and routinary my life is. grabe. when was the last time i did something for the first time?
naalala ko tuloy yung mga pers taym ko.. pers taym pumasok sa skul. pers time nagkaron ng friends. pers taym pumunta sa mall. pers taym nagkacrush. pers taym napalabas ng clasroom. perstaym umiyak dahil hindi ako sinali sa patintero. perstaym kumanta at pumiyok in public. perstaym kumain at nagsuka dahil sa isaw. perstaym nawalan ng celphone (at sana last narin yun) perstaym umatend ng debut ng ka-obzite.perstaym napagalitan dahil madaling araw na umuwi.perstaym nanalo sa cheering competition. perstaym magcollege.perstaym operahan sa puso(sana last narin) at perstaym magperstaym ulit..(pwede ba yun?)
iba talaga ang perstaym. there's something about these perstayms that make them really special and unforgettable. i dont know. there's this certain magic when you do things for the perstaym. at dahil dito, hindi na natin nakakalimutan ang perstaym dahil special nga sha..
Before, i always say, "live like today is your last.." now i realize that this statement doesn't fit my personality. kasi, ano nalang ang use ng mga dreams and plans natin if you'll treat today the last? chaka feeling ko hindi magandang thinking yun. mas maganda yung mas positive. so iba na ang isusulat ko sa motto pag may nagpasulat ulit sakin sa slumbook..
"live like it's your first time.."
so everyday will be magical.
so everyday will be special.
nothing beats the first time.
o sha.
God's day!
_marvin_
8:29 PM
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A b o u t _ m e - - - - - - -
I was a swimmer, a tennis and volleyball player. I was a dancer, pep squad member and stage performer. I was a team leader and CAT Executive officer. 'Hyperactive' would be an understatement if you were to describe my lifestyle.. And who would ever think that somebody like me has a congenital heart defect?
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im marvin. im from cavite. im a speech major from upd. i love to eat, to sleep, to talk, to laugh. i love having fun. id love to meet shrek one day. marami kasing nagsasabing magkamuka kami. nakadilat na daw mga mata ko nung pinanganak ako.. mahilig ako kumain ng spaghetti, pizza, marshmallow, chicken at french fries.
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It never occurred to me that for the past 17 years of my existence, I was at risk of having a heart failure, and my active lifestyle made the risk grow even more. That is why I thank God and His instruments here on earth - my family, obzite, my friends and the people who touched my life - for keeping my heart beating all this time..